I love you so much and I miss you more and more. I know that I should be smiling and happy as mom would want me to be but it's so hard. It's hard to not be able to call her and wish her a happy birthday. The first time I gave mom a birthday party, was back in 1994 at Kim's apt. I ordered a cake in the shape of a torso and hired a dancer for her. We videotaped it. This was before she was bound to a walker and wheelchair. Miranda was big and pregnant with Mario and I barely showed my pregnancy with Vica.
I know that mom had alot of fun that day. Since then I made sure that if I could afford it I gave her a party of some sort, even if it meant dinner only.
I love you!
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